Konichiwa! That’s hello for those of you without culture or with some iota of normality, so as you have probably guessed I am dead... END JOURNAL!
Nah I’m not really I just took time away from here to concentrate on me and Peyt, reading/writing, gaming and job searching, all but the job searching went well, though I can hardly faiol ast reeadiong jhnd weruityihng, calm down it was a joke. So as you can no doubt tell I am in a jolly mood, just watched Twilight all the way through, I want my time back! No offence to all you people who enjoyed it but could you explain to me why? I actually broke into tears through laughter nearing the end. Anyway that’s not the only thing I did, I have actually found time to play a few more games and bellow I have listed all the most significant games I have played on my Xbox, you can just skip it, it’s mealy because I was bored the other night while Peyt was out for 20 mins... anyway you may notice a symbol next to a few game names, that is because these games you can create your own stuff on it and also create a database of it, so I want to know what you made piece by piece so I can add it to my own stuff or find out how you did things or simply share ideas, even if you don’t have the game you DA-ers are very creative, so please do share

Mercenaries 2 – MUHAHAHAH IT ALL BLOWS UP
Mass Effect 2 – Now that’s what I call a sci-fi game.
Fallout 3 [x] – This is quite possibly the greatest game of the naughties... SCREW YOU Half Life 2.
Oblivion [x] – Yes I know its called Elder Scrolls 3, stop obsessing, but meh its a good game.
Dynasty Warriors 6 Empires [x] – what’s not fun about killing 1000 Chinese peasants then claiming you are doing it with good intentions? Zhou Yun the hypocrite.
Fable 2 [x] – Yeah! British gaming at its best, try not to laugh at Barnum.
Goldenaxe Beastrider – Nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
Battle Field: Bad Company – its like a more realistic (and I use the term lightly) Mercs 2, it is brilliant.
Wet – Tomb Raider crossed with Kill Bill with a hint of Dead or Alive: Extreme Beach Volleyball
Earth Defence Force 2017 – Giant robot, giant ants, giant explosions, giant battles and giant lines like “do you like death? Then die.” This is THE greatest game of all time.
Saints Row 2 [x] – I made my dream car, that’s all I need say.
Pirates![x] – It was made in 5 mins with a pittance of a budget, anyone else would fail miserably on the project but Sid Merrier you are a god.
Just Cause – buggy, low graphical, sloppy, but fun, I can just forget mw worries on this if Peyt ain’t around.
Halo 3 – I was disappointed by the story, annoyed by the MLG multiplayer but had fun on Forge... dropping crates on Matt and creating the NWK Mrk3 Chaos core that actually crashes the game. *proud* ^^
Armoured Core For Answers – I left this to last as it brings a tear to my eye thinking of t, never in my life have I had so much fun on a creation tool in a game... oh yeah and giant robots smashing up a city and plot as compelling as Jeremy Clarkson’s guide to modern caravanning. Nothing beats my NEXT, the NWK Peyton Mrk IX.

Okay and that’s the lot I’m giving you, I actually bought my 60th game the other day (Mass Effect 2) so chances are if you have an xbox then we will have a few matching games, and thats gmes bought not games played and I discounted a few, Gamertags please.
Okay so now that the gaming is out of the way I have a question for you all, a few more in fact, aimed at people who do this art doo-dah. I make no pretences I cannot draw, I doodle, but I do not draw or paint or anything other then GSU and write and my lil avatar-icony thingy was only ever a temp so is anyone willing to help me make 2? 1 for me and a matching one for Peyt, its an idea we have been mulling over.
Next up is a simple question, which is more appealing as a peice of post-apocolyptic survival fiction? A couple in a derelict, slaver infested city trying to work out why they can pre-predict events. A gathering of the most diverse strike team that woke up in a computer game on the eve of the end with a shadowy overseer and the messege that only tells them one thing, all that they see is real, the land is a paradise but contains 3.9 milion other humans but has become a Just Cause/Mercs 2 war torn dystopia, expect over the top action, furries and a love triangle. Finally we have a simple story of a woman in a warzone as two superpowers slug it out over her country, the last oil supplying country on Earth in 2027, The battle for Ireland (yes I am aware there are no oil reserves in Ireland, all will be explained). In actual fact all ideas are going to be created, they are displayed in release date chronological order, I just want to see which are more appealing.
And finally my love recently did one of those questionnaire thingies and when I asked if I should do it too she agreed so as promised my love here we go:-

About you
Name: Christopher, or Chris
Age: 19
Birthday: 13th sept
School year: N/A
Job: Volunteering at a charity shop, being Peyt’s bf
Marital Status: Not married
City: Manchester, England
Siblings: 3 brothers
Animals: a dog a cat and a school of fish
Smoker?: Never
Drink?: depends, we all need water don’t we?
Virgin?: Yes
Orientation: north

Appearance.
Hair Color: Dark Brown
Eye Color: Dark Brown
Style: Whatever I wake up as hairwise
You wear glasses?: sorta
Freckles?: Yup
Number of shoes: 1 pair of trainers (sneakers) 1 pair if smart shoes and 1 pair of boots
Piercings?: no
Tattoos?: Nope but I have acollection of some impressive scars
Braces?: I’m British, so no.

Favorite.
Color: Depends, if you mean my lucky colour its greenbut I love a few colour schemes
Number: 8
Animal: Dogs, mi loves mi Maggie
Flower: lavender... don’t ask
Food: yes
Flavor of ice cream: mint
Candy: if by that you mean sweet/chocolate then I am more of a biscuit fan tough I do love Panama Violets
Alcoholic Drink: Koppaberg Sweedish pear/fruit cider
Type of music: Metaaaaaaaaaaaal
Band / Artist: Your joking right?
Music: so long as I can mosh I couldn’t care less
Book: ooo... ummmm... errrr *head explode* (possably the War and Freddie as it was the first book I selectively read)
Movie: did you see what happened when I was trying to pick my fave book?
TV program: FFS
Best friend?: Jack Samuel John Walker
Weekday: Wednesday, day I get paid
Sports: s-por-ts? Whats that

Love Life.
Are you single?: No
If not, who's your girl / boyfriend?: Peyton
They are attached to how long?: Dating over a year, proud to call myself hers
If you are single, you like to be?: last time I was single I got ito a fight a week and drunk myself silly... so yeah I love it... sarcasm
You like someone: See previous answers
1st love: Peeeeeeeyton
Already betrayed?: depends
Have you ever been betrayed?: Yes, by too many, not Peyt though
Have you ever been used: errm no, other then by my friends to get free stuff but thats mutual
Have you used anyone?: See previous answer.
You lied to girlfriend?: depends
Already give flowers to you?: eh?
Someone made a poem to you: Does it count when someone accidentally rhymes when insulting you?
The sweetest thing you have ever been received: ooo so much off Peyt
Do you like the Valentine's Day?: until I met peyt no, now, yes
Do you believe in love at 1st sight?: Totally
Fall in love easily?: let you be the judge of that one
Have you had something with someone of the same sex: Other then share a pizza no
Already kissed 2 at the same time?: WTF?
Have you ever cried for someone of the opposite sex: depends
You give the 1st step?: um yes...
You wanna marry?: indeed!

Other.
You know driving?: into a wall on Saits Row 2 Yes, but I can’t in RL... long story
You have a car?: Yes a venom classic in a light blue with a white... oh you mean a real one... no
You have a phone: I have a lump of plastic that resembles one
You are often online: more online then offline, I am a GETH!
You like people gay / bi?: yup, waht you where expecting an argument... they are people thats it, no diff from you or me.
You have good grades in school: Me fail ingish? Dat unpossable
You make collection of something?: Gamer score (23k baby) and dvd artwork (covers)
Do you like yourself?: nope, not at all
You talk all alone,: more then I talk with atual people
Repent of something?: too much
Do you believe in magic?: if this is an inadvertent god question then I am avoiding it
Sex before marriage. Yes or no?: if you use a condom sure
Trust on people easily?: Yes...
Do you forgive easily?: Obliged to
You give up well with your parents?: nope ^^
I wish before I die: go to my love ^^
Greatest fear: Heights, out at night and things I cannot logically explain
Largest weakness: getting angery, laziness, Peyton
Play an instrument: [insert rude joke here]
What do you want to be when you grow up?: I am grown up... um get a job?
Any time....
You sat down on the roof?: few times
Danced in public: depends
Smiled without reason?: all the time
Laugh so much, that you cried?: oh ofcourse
You wrote a song: if an improv “oh shit I hurt myself” song to the tune of “Oh Come All Ye Faithul” then yes
Sing to someone: see previous answer
You did a performance on stage: see previous answer ^^
Ice skate?: if you count sliding across ice on the road for 10 feet then yes
You had an experience that almost died: 2 times!
Singing to an audience?: see answer before previous

You are ...
Fighter: we men of the north fear not the men of the south
Smoker: never ever
Drunk: once or twice, hated it
Lover: like to think so, but I am... clumbsy
Part-hearts: meh I am sorta I guess I am (lol)
Friendly: [letter to agony aunt] Dear bitch, I have trouble making friends, what are you going to do about it?
Dreamer: yep, tera firma will be mine
Shy: nope
Energic: unless you havea cattle prod or a car battery then no
Happy: not really unless with Peyt
Depressed: depends
Funny: 2 men walk into a bar, you think one of them would of saw it?
Bad/good: operate in a morraly grey area
Trusted: would you trust me?
Smart: fork, cant eat soup, nyyyyyaaaaa
Keen: to please
Dependent: on tea
Quiet: I AM FUCKING QUIET
Strange: honestly if you are reading this answer after all this then you make me look smart
Religious: a lil, you heratic you will burn in the eternal hellfires of lucifers pit!
Undecided: I think I am
Educated: not really
Creative: only with a computer game or GSU
Lazy: is there any other way?
Scary: um boo?
Optimistic: I hope so
Curious: yup yup yup
Determined: Very much so yes
Artistic: depends
Honest: you decide
Stubborn: yup, too much
Romantic: oh yes
Jealous: nope
Tolerant: of everything but racists ad chavs

More.
How do you feel?: mixture of depression and cafine based hyperactivity
What makes you happy?: other then Peyt? Well games and reading but I lso value that moment when you see someone about to slip, but you cant do anything to stop it so you jst relax a lil and smile
Say something that you make a lot: brews!
Are you comfortable with your weight?: hey I am in good shape, round is a good shape

Finish the sentence ...
I'd like to be ... employed or have money
I wish ... I wish I had a fish
I'm ... hyper
My heart is ... hang on... yup still there
And triple points if you can name all the people who’s material I used!